everyone has friends who are not really friends. i wish mine would talk to me, and i honestly don't know why they don't. it is true that at 16 i dropped out of church and became entirely focused on my boyfriend for the following four years. i lost my virginity and word probably got around. all in all, i think i've turned out pretty well anyway. especially in comparison to some other people. even some people that these people know. i haven't had a baby. i never did hard drugs. i never drank too much. i don't swear too much. i still believe in god. i wasn't whoring about, i kept a boyfriend for four years. i have a good job and a good life. i take care of myself. so if those people don't see that i am a good person and really, always have been, i guess i shouldn't be too concerned about it because i know what kind of person i am. even though things that i've been through aren't usually part of an "ideal" life, i think i've come through it all relatively normal. any quirky or even neurotic traits i have are simply part of me, and have always been there anyway.
to you friends who are not really friends: i miss you. i wish i would have been a bigger part of your life. i want to know what's going on in yours, that's why i keep you as friends who are not really friends. i care about you. that's all i want you to know.
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